I am kind of angry at myself. I have been using people. I do not like that about myself. I was being discrete but I feel like I am a liar. I am a liar whether people think so or not.
I thought I could have two wonderful women in my life, each in a different aspect, and someone satisfy both their needs. To be honest I doubt I was even satisfying one, let alone both.
Some people can handle poly of one flavor or another but apparently I cannot. Hell its not even that. I suck, enough said.
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